what remained
jan 27
I followed the wrong stars on purpose.
Let them teach me what light costs
when you chase it too long.
I mistook echoes for directions.
Built shelter out of maybes.
Stayed where the door was already closing.
There are names I don’t say anymore.
Not because they hurt,
but because they have finished speaking.
Every fracture rearranged the map.
Every loss thinned me down
to what could still walk forward.
If I had turned back earlier,
I would have missed this ground.
This exact weight of air.
I stand here
made of all the places I fell through.
Nothing about me is untouched.
Nothing about me is wasted.
Whatever I am now
is what remained.
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