unmade
I will lie bare before you.
Not naked.
Emptied.
Skin like a question I don’t answer.
Breath held longer than is safe.
Your hands hover, then decide.
I meet your eyes and do not leave,
even when every part of me wants to.
Your fingers peel away
not skin,
but the names I learned to survive under.
The exits I kept ready.
The version of me that disappears early.
I do not stop you.
I do not reach for what I lose.
I let myself come apart
the way something tired finally does.
If I am quieter after this,
smaller,
less defended,
let it be because I stayed.
Let it be because I chose
to be unmade
where I was once afraid to be seen.